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'Felt I Will Never Be Play Tennis Again': Sania Mirza Opens upon Her battle with Depresion

Sania Mirza (Photo Credit: Mirza Instagram)

Sania Mirza (Photo Credit: Mirza Instagram)

Sania Mirza in a recent interview opened up on how she felt she would never play tennis after she pulled out of the 2008 Beijing Olympics.

India tennis star Sania Mirza opened up on her battle with depression and how she had coped with her mental health after her pulling out of the 2008 Beijing Olympics.

Sania Mirza had to retire due to a wrist injury in the first round of the 2008 Olympics against Czech Republic’s Iveta Benesova.

Sania pulled out trailing 6-2, 2-1 when the pain was ‘too much’.

“Yeah, I mean a bunch of times. Not just tennis-wise, but also out of the court because of that, you know because I think many times we rely so much on our career to bring happiness into our lives, we kind of forget that career is just a part of our lives, it is not really our life. At 34, it is a lot clearer in my mind but at 20, there were a lot of incidents where I honestly felt that I could not do this," Sania told Mind Matters.


“One incident was when I had to pull out of my match at the Olympics. It was the 2008 Beijing Olympics and I had a very bad wrist injury. I went into depression for 3-4 months after that, I remember crying for no reason. I would be absolutely fine and then I would burst into tears. I remember not coming out of my room to even eat a meal for over a month," she added.

Sania further said that she felt like she could never play tennis again: “I am a bit of a control freak so for me not being able to do things on my terms was very difficult to digest. The fact that I was being forced into not being able to do what I love or what I do, was really bothering me. It’s a lot for anybody at any age, but for a 20-year-old to read that you’re finished or you are not going to be able to compete at Olympics ever again."

“To put into context, my wrist was so bad that I was not able to comb my hair. I had lost complete motion, and I needed surgery. After surgery, it got worse. It was a complicated thing that was happening. I felt I let my family and country down. My family helped me see the right direction and I got the help I needed. I happened to win two medals at the Commonwealth Games that happened in India," Sania added.

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first published:May 11, 2021, 09:35 IST